I'm not complaining about school though. All the work I've put into my studies have gone perfectly well for me so far. There are many things slapped and secured into my brain for the quizzes and tests in the future. It's just that I'm an insomniac, like Adam Young, or the man known as Owl City, very popular a few years back. I finish all my work, and feeling so accomplished, I lay down and close my eyes, happy to deserve the one thing that every person craves, sleep. Sleep, so I can fly away in my dreams and meet different people, travel to different places and roam free in my imagination. Instead of sleep, I find myself staring off into the darkness, sometimes for an hour, sometimes three. It's so frustrating. Counting sheep doesn't seem to help anymore and neither does the music. My body is ready but my brain just isn't.
I lay there wondering when will I get the rest I crave. It cannot be stress that's pulling me away since I don't stress easily. I do stress, I mean my friends have found two white hairs on my head this year, which is so sad, but it surely isn't keeping me from my sleep. What is sleep? When will I get to experience it and take advantage of it? Will I have to wait until another day off of school or do I have to wait until summer? Just another day, and it's going to be another night of being an insomniac.
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